So, two eps of BSG tonight and searching up ‘Loki’ on Tumblr tags has destroyed all my free time tonight XD

Brasil at Macy’s (Taken with instagram)

Brasil at Macy’s (Taken with instagram)

Because I like rays of light and contrast :) (Taken with instagram)

Because I like rays of light and contrast :) (Taken with instagram)

Many times I would ask myself what I want from life. 

People always say I’m too young to be thinking about my mortality.

But it comes naturally to me anyways. After all, if I’m lucky, I’ll get 60 more years. I’m  getting closer to being a third through with my life and not only does it feel like a flash it feels like I’ve come close to nowhere. Sitting at home. Being mentally abused. A failure.

I would pursue something with passion. That much I know. But I don’t know what. 

I do know what I want. I just want to be happy. I don’t particularly want to be any profession. 

I’m ok with going on a gut feeling. But it’s so unfocused. What’s my means to happiness? What does it mean for me?

Everyone else around me is getting somewhere and sometimes the loneliness and self-hate kicks in again. And then my parents blow up at me around these times coincidentally? Or maybe I should take a hint? 

From the backyard. Dew and rain :) (Taken with instagram)

From the backyard. Dew and rain :) (Taken with instagram)

Reminds me of Ace :) (Taken with instagram)

Reminds me of Ace :) (Taken with instagram)

Adorable.

Adorable.

(Source: jameshance, via disneybound)

Trees at sundown.

Trees at sundown.

The joy of kindred spirits

I finally found a tumblr devoted to otome games that doesn’t piss me off!

I wish I had her level of Japanese and her job. I don’t know how otome gamers survive what with the exorbitant prices of those special editions and shipping costs.

As for the Japanese level, well, I suppose I can only blame my laziness. 

But yes, I really don’t have friends that psyche out about otome games like I do and the ladies at the forum are generally nice but kind of elitist honestly. 

I just like checking in during the day and seeing a relate-able and hilarious post to ease the craptastic work day :)